Today was a rough day. Three years really wear your nerves down. How many times can I answer the question "What time is it?" She doesn't understand what I say anyway. Does she have a date? What difference does it make?
Today I fantasied about going back to work. How wonderful that seemed today! Maybe I would be able to be more patient and enjoy my time with the kids more.
The fantasy started after my daughter called me a "horrible mom". Why did she say this you ask? It was because I didn't want to walk across the entire parking lot to get a shopping cart with the bench seat. She later told me she was very mad and agitated that she couldn't get her bench cart. That kinda cracked me up. What kid uses the word agitated?
Overall I love staying home with the kids. I feel very fortunate that I can stay home. Some days can be rough though. We have started the summer schedule or lack of scheduled activities. Most of the year we had activities planned Monday through Thursday and weekends are usually busy too. For the month of June, we only have an activity on Monday. In July, Caitlin starts a dance class. I think the lack of activity is making the days longer. I will have to find new activities. (I couldn't leave the house this week due to Caitlin's digestive issues anyway.)